I would like to share something interesting about the homework that I am going through as I am always fascinated about Kabbalah Pathworking and the Tree of Life. I tried working on this subject matter few years back but I just couldn’t start the journey.
Maybe, it is a calling now.
As I was travel along the line of the Malkuth towards Yesod through the path of 32, the emotional responses were shocked and I feel that whatever that belongs to the physicality now is not mine, as not permanent and they are only an end result of our manifestation. However the result could be a skewed manifestation due to the lack of courage to look at the real desire and feelings of oneself, thus creating temporary manifestation, illusion and hence darkness.
The ego self is always unable to accept the fact of recognizing our own true desire and mislead our conscious to seek something more easy and temporal. This result in not owning our dreams, and creating temporary refuge that leads to materialism, addiction and sex, plan of the ego to sabotage our true desire and feelings.
What is that we really desire? We may been thinking about the food we always wanted to eat, the dream home we wanted, the fabulous type of romantic girlfriend/boyfriend, the possessions we wanted to owned, the money we can spend, the list goes on. Are these desire or just a temporary “relief” towards the real feeling of your innerworld? I am not saying that materialism is not important in our physical world, please do not get me wrong, I am saying that it will not bring satisfaction towards your desire, the things that your soul hungers.
What we truly desire is at very best, being happy. Happiness is created through our internal dispositions, not external gains. Even in the bleakest of times, you can find something to be grateful for. In a nutshell, it is all about recognising our desire, knowing its root of origins on why do we desire this? Create a discernments on list on what are your true desire, what are desire being manipulated by our inner child, peer pressure, social enforcements or even just a temporary relief.
The key to be able to make the travel of our conscious from the Sephiroth of Malkuth to Yesod, is to make discernment on what truly are our desires? Hence the proper channel and energy can be direct towards the creation of what our world will be.